February 2012
24 posts
j'adore.
it’s hard to feel it now.  but everything will be OK.  in your time.  and space. you are always you.  (and an extraordinarily lovely you at that) There is a difference between merely settling and knowing when something is right.  Those who fail to know what is right, often regret decisions of the past. There will always be other things out there.  making decisions  is not...
Feb 28th
Feb 28th
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Feb 27th
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really fucking sad.  →
I am in love with music because of what it makes me feel.  Horse Feathers “Fit For Country”.. makes me feel really fucking sad (as does most music with a heavy banjo and a whining kind of voice).  Horse Feathers the name sounds Native American and so does the cadence of the song. I think of people out in the middle of a forest just sad. Like tears running down their faces as the...
Feb 25th
Feb 25th
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Feb 22nd
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wir brauchen Deutschland.
oh holy hell. I have been not so sneakily sneaking onto Netflix (will probably pay for saying that in this tumblr) and I just watched a German film called the Baader-Meinhof complex. Stunning.http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0765432/  There’s the description for you all to copy/ paste.  I cannot describe how much I liked this movie. and I am not going to even try. I don’t actually know...
Feb 20th
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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show us your intellect (you are intelligent,...
she wished herself in front of the fire in her little corner of German village in Columbus… not for the first time….this is what New York sometimes feels like to me… you are intelligent,right?  You can discussion film noir. Zeitgeist. Music?  You probably wouldn’t want to go to my home on Fire Island You probably don’t know what Fire Island is. My...
Feb 19th
miso starburst
the only time my mother hinted at the fact that I was little beefy was when I came home form Christmas my sophomore year, wore only workout pants with an elastic waistband and hit about a 140 on the scales ( I am 5’7.5, yikes).  Not that I am there yet, but I really HAVE been eating like shit. Starburst. vinovinovino. Housing Calzones and boxed mashed potatoes. Chocolate covered...
Feb 19th
Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 16th
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Happy Birthday Ma!
I realize you are currently soaking up the sun somewhere in Mexico BUT…   just want to say happy HAPPY birthday to one of the people I admire the MOST.  Your grace, courage and ability to sacrifice for others always astound me.  When I get my act together and clean myself up one day, I hope I can be half the classy lady you are.  I hope you at least have some kind of an idea how much you...
Feb 16th
Feb 16th
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Feb 14th
Feb 12th
you have quirky names for everything. I am sorry.  I miss all of those quirky names for cities and people and places and things.  and child like wonder.  and manchmal. NUR.  machmal  I wish you were saying hello,
Feb 10th
alle kleine Leute.
meine kleine Leute!  I am so sorry for being missing.  no tumblr a rare facebook. because of law school. and job searching. and… all of the other things.  I am alive. and I PROMISE that I will write long e-mails. have long phone calls…. and stuff.  and ma, I won’t forget your birthday.  I promise. 
Feb 10th
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Feb 2nd
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Feb 2nd